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cnipag @ Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Ano na nga bang nangyayari sa bohay ko..
Ano n nga bang genagawa ko.. eto n naman.. parang knakabahan ako sa kalalabasan ng mga greds ko.. o .. iniicp ko na.. dpat nga ako kabahan dhel sa mga pinaggagawa ko sa pagaaral ko.
Eh bobo ba ko.. hmm.. nde nman cguro.
Pero nde rin ako matalino..
Ang tanging kaligayahan at konsuwelo ko lng sa sarili ko at utak ay ang ideyang naka stanine op 8 ako sa skul ability test ekek. Abab aberage..
Eh bkit ganun.. below ang aking mga grado
Dti, makailang mali lng ako.. khet pasang awa.. malungkot ako
At malungkot dn ang inay at itay ko..
Kung tutuusin.. pasado pa pag pasang awa.. pero nabababaan pa rin cla .. ako rin..
Pero huwaw habang tumatanda.. nagiiba ang ikot ng mondo..
Ngayon bagsak dto bagsak doon..
Pasang awa rito pasang awa roon..
Pero.. prang wla lng..
Haha
Wla lng ba tlga
Naaawa rin ako sa srili ko
D ko na makamit ang dating nakakamit.. [naka nman iba nay an]
Eion..

Saken.. may matalinong masasabi paring matalino khet nde mataas ang greds
Mga taong may kakaibang aura.. talento o kung ano man..
Pero cyempre ung mga matataas ang greds at honors matatalino rin pra sken..
Pero ako.. nde na nga honor, wla pa ko maicp icp na talento ko..
Un nga…cguro d tlga ako bobo.. may otak dn ang loko.. pero..
Tamad
Ilan na nga bang beses ko yan naririnig sa iba’t ibang tao
Sa kada ko
Sa kalasmeyt ko
Sa nanay ko
Sa iba pa
Wel.. aminado nman ako.. totoo at tama cla..
Pero.. naicip ko..
Kasama na sa kabobohan ang katamaran..
Hindi ba tama ako.


Henako: mela, gsto ko tumalino
Mela: cno ba nde..
Henako:..
Mela: matalino ka nman eh. Tamad k lng mag-aral
Henako: eh un nga eh.. kasama un sa kabobohan
Mela: un nga lng.


---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- cnipag @ Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Henako… tama ba nman ito..

Isang araw.. araw ng miyerkoles.. or.. actually,,, gabi
Ang plabas sa tv chanel2 ay

S.O.C.O.

Scene op da crime operatibs

Waw… dugo
Waw… patayan
Waw… depektibs

D ko na maalala kung kelan un..
Pero sa isang episode ng SOCO, may isang kaso
na tungkol sa

pinatay na matanda..

pinagsasaksak…

sa kaewanang dahilan…
biglang pumasok sa isip ko..
na kung ako ung criminal..
bubuhusan ko ng tubig ung crime scene
o kaya gagamit ako ng hose

Para mabura ung ebidensya… ung fingerprint… o kung ano man

Tpos pnagisipan ko pa..
Nde..nde nman ata mabubura un ng tubig lng…
o.. bka pwde nga…


Tpos… eto na..
Biglang sinabi sa tibi na natagpuang BASA ang crime scene…
At may nkitang 2 timba sa isang sulok…

D kaya… hmmm…

Dinagdagan pa..
“hinihinalang sinadyang buhusan ng tubig ang crime scene upang mabura ang ebidensya”


Aba nman.. parang nagkakaisa kme ng isip ng mga criminal na un…

Hindi kya may potential ako na maging isang…
Mamamatay tao?
Oh noh…


Eto na lng… tignan nyo kung kaya nyo isipin ang sagot… d ko lam kung eto eksaktong problem.. pero parang ganito na rin..

May isang babae na nagkasakit at namatay ang nanay… duon sa burol ng nanay nya.. may dumating na d kilalang lalaki. D niya cgurado kung kakilala ba ng pamilya nila ung lalaki… pwdeng kakilala ng nanay nya.. o ng kapatid nya.. o kaibigan ng kaibigan nila. Nainlab at 1st sight ang gaga. D nya nakausap ang lalaki.. d nakilala.. pero lab na lab na niya… nde mawala wla sa isip niya.

Pagkaraan ng ilang araw.. pinatay ng babae ang kapatid niya…
Ang tanong.. bakit niya pinatay ang kapatid niya?

Sagot… dahil gusto niya uli makita ang lalaki. Umaasa siyang darating uli ang lab niya sa burol ng kapatid niya.

Kung alam niyo ang kasagutan dyan… matakot kayo…
Ay nde… matakot kme.. kc maaaring may fyutur ka sa… killing…
Oh noh.

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henako... aun... edi nagtry out nga ang gaga sa kikbol..
nagesep esep pa dhel magyeyell din.. at d nman cgurado sa kikbol.. at list nga nman sa yell mas cgurado... at.. baka mapahiya pa. pero pinili pa ring sumubok sa kekbol. eh baka nman pwde pa rin sumali sa yell khit d umattend kanina sa miting...
edi ayun na nga..
sipaan time
...
unang sipa...
ayos naman
nagulat ako...
dhel mdyo lumipad din..
pangalawa.. mas mahina pero..
ok lng..
at may pangatlo
at may pangapat pa
.... sakin.. ok nman

ung ibang nagtry out.. may malakas at may mahina sumipa...
dun sa malakas..
may isang koment pa si vernie at keikei...
ang galing..
ang galing ng sapatos..
skechers ...
hehe.. nandun pla un..

tpos.. nagdatingan na ang mga titser..
un nman un eh..
at cnabi ni motas na sumipa kme at pagkatpos tumakbo...



ok. d nman tlga ako sporty..
d ako malakas..

at ayun..
pinili na...
naghihila na c motas

tama ba un..

nilagpasan ako..

kc nman.. kung kelan nga nman nandyan na ang mga titser, ska nman ang pangit...
napakahina ng nangyaring pagsipa..

at ng makita ko ang mga pumasa...

huwaaaww.w....

panalo na ang yellow...

mga lower yirs... mga 1st yir....

at d ko maintindihan...
kung bakit naiinis ako pag naiisip ko ung 1st yr na un na filing tibo na ewan..
wel... natanggap cya... at d ko rin un maintindihan...
malakas pa sipa ko
malakas pa sipa ni kristel
woi..
totoo
ang lakas ng sipa ni kristel

too bad d un nkita ni motas...

bakit ba ang sinunod ay ung nakita lng ni motas na isang beses lng nman nakita kmeng sumipa..
pag hindi..
sipain ko....

ung bola eh..

cge.. d bale... dodlak na lng sa yellow team.. mukang malayo ang mararating....



......





Gaga: d ko alam kung sali pa ko kikbol. Baka kc kahihiyan lng abutin ko.. d ako marunong eh
Diwa: d yan… ako rin nman d marunong eh
Gaga: eh… ewan ko.. ano sali pa ba ko?
Diwa: eh ok lng ba syo na d ka matanggap?
Gaga: eh.. oo kung d ako matatanggap sa try out …ok lng.
Diwa: d,, ok lng ba na d ka matanggap kc d ka man lng nagtry
Gaga: ah… ocge tara…


---------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------- cnipag @ Saturday, January 14, 2006

huwahehe.... hayskul memoirs...parang ang dami nun na wla ako maalala na ewan... huwahehe uli.
eto ung sinend ko kay tta olette.. huwala lng,,,

HWAHAHAHA!!! tama ba namang ilagay ang grad pexor dito?!!! cyempre... ........................ tama! tama! hinyahahaha...!


1st year…
It was the adjusting time.. the adjusting year. In our orientation that time, I noticed that every action, every win, and every work has a credit.. additional points. [like, when you join a certain club, or if you win in the English contest]. I still can remember that they were “maluwag” to first year students because they know it’s still adjusting time.
So I thought, “Wow, ang galante naman nila sa points.”
I thought it would be easier for me to get high grades because of their giveaway points…
I was wrong.
They were giving those points because they know highschool is harder, tougher.

Friends…
In the first months of freshman life.. I was with my former barkada. April Kasilag and the others. But we had different sections, although we were together during recess, lunch and dismissal, it still made a gap for me and my friends. They met new friends, I met new friends.
It happened gradually... yet quick and fast. I found myself not going with my barkada anymore. I was with another group of friends. Then, I became close with my other classmates in St. Bernadette…[and now, some are still my friends… Athena, Dawn, Meme, Elise, and Tachi, who were from St. Bernadette; and Rachelle from St. Gertrude}
I still miss my former friends, and at times I was thinking if it was really my fault. But, I’m really happy that they are happy with their present friends, and me, also happy with my friends.
* actually, even in grade school, I did have different sets of friends.

St. Bernadette
I can’t write all that I remember about St Bernadette. But I’ll say that it was fun. There, I met my [current] friends.
I LOVE my teachers then… especially my adviser! Ms. Delos Reyes… she is such a great teacher… I really loved Science that time. I love her stories, I love her trivia’s, I love how she teaches… she was one of my favorite teachers.
That year was the time when I was known for always sleeping in class… haha. Especially in math. First quarter, I was doing a good job in math, but because I was always sleeping during math class, I got a line of seven for the first time
I also remember that that was the last year of most of the teachers in St. Scho [before they left us the following year].





2nd year
Adjusting time almost over…. No more excuses for not following rules. Honestly, it was the class that I least liked.
One… the CLASSROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!! Arrgggggggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!! I’ll never forget that painful experience. There really was no need for that “sacrifice”!!! honestly!!! The next year, the lower batch used those classrooms!!! [when it was renovated!]

Two…. The teachers… ok… honestly… I did’t like most of the new teachers… as I have said, most teachers of the previous year resigned. And so the school have to hire new teachers.. and I think they were not as good as the former ones. Yes, I can’t blame them, but still, I don’t like them. Of course there were one or two whom I liked, but generally, I was disappointed that I have new teachers who were still adjusting in St. Scho, and, who were still adjusting as teachers.

Three…. My grades… yeah, I know it was my fault.

Four…. I was separated from my friends. I was the only one in St. Martha…
Although .. that was a blessing in disguise. Why? Because that was the reason why I became closer to Athena. [ because she was also alone in St. Rita]

Five… I did something that in the end.. I honestly didn’t like either. I hurt somebody.


BUT… of course there were something about sophomore year that I love.
My friends… or , my seatmates. That time, I noticed that most of my classmates who were my seatmate became my close friends. Like Ana Marie and Keren,.. and Melissa..[ although we do continue to repel and not as much as Ana and Keren], and Yvette… [ but also not as much as Ana Marie and Keren.]

We won… in the Asian Choral Fest… but that was just one of the two [only!] awards we received that year .. huhu.



3rd year
Ooooooohhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! One of the best years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We had the best officers!
And… the best teachers!!! I love this year. I love my classmates. I love my adviser, Mrs. De Dios.
It’s was the year that we were really bagging and collecting awards. No doubt it was because Joselle was our president and because we had so many talented students.
But my greatest regret that year was my grade in math…
!st quarter, geometry, I got 91. WOW for an average student like me,... and because not all
can understand geom that time, and not all has satisfactory grades that time.
2nd quarter, still geometry, 87… well, still acceptable. But I didn’t like it.
3rd quarter, trigonometry, 81…! Oh no.
4th quarter, still trigo, 80…!!! Huhuhuhuhu.
This was also the year when Elise and I had a little argument. We didn’t talked to each other for a few days. What’s worse [or actually funny], is that we were seatmates. And… what’s even, -more- worse, is that I was at the corner left at the back! Because I was not talking to her, I was really quiet those days because I can’t talk to anybody.. except for my frontmate… and, what’s funnier, is that we started the argument,.. we ended it,... we were not talking to each other for a few days… and our barkada didn’t know it.
They just learned about it after so many months because we told them about it. And it was not a big deal, because they learned about it when we were already “bati”. [ but I know it will be a big deal if they knew it while we had that argument]
That same thing happened with another classmate that year. Still, I was the ‘dehado’ one because I was still in the left corner at the back.
I had good classmates… funny too.
And that was the time we formed the Phaoquerres.
Ms. All Sunday – that’s me!
Ms. Summer – Bong
Ms. Seasons – Styphelle
Ms. Valentine – Pabs
Ms. Holiday – Rizza
Ms. Autumn – Peña
Ms. Spring May – Bianchi
Ms. January - Monette

Now, we were planning for a reunion of St. Gertrude 04-05. I just don’t know if we’d still continue it.

I really love this year.


4th year
oh no. the last year! I love my classmates. I love my teacher. And I don’t want to talk about how many months are left….

The interaction… it was my first time. And I’m happy that we had that activity. I was not really close to boys… I don’t have close guy friends. And so it was a new experience.

The retreat. I really felt sister was so tired that time. But, I LOVE our bonding. I love being with my beloved classmates. I love them so much.

I wish time will slow down so that I may have a longer last year.



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